22nd Oct

“Maybe We Called It Thank You Love Letter”

One Night, my heart felt like a roler coaster with no particular reason, telling my clumsy girls  sad things but spontaneously smiling on my lips (cant we call it patological smilling, Herlis?) haha...Since this morning, people around me asked what happend to me caused I’ve been act so randomly. Herlis said, today I’m being so addorable in definitely negative way, and this random matter goes until....night, and at a point I dont know what to do (already done annoyed my friends) then I openned my galery in my galaxy tab, suddenly I feel loved and blessed, flash back of good memory  pop up, what people around me done for me came to my mind..for that, I say deeply thank you for loving me that much..




From that galery, I remember my live in Tangerang for my co assistance duty as a dentist student. Live with 7 different people, with different caracter, thanks God we didnt kill each other (sounds like my darling DU-mate Jonathan), we can live together happily, laugh so loudly after maybe yelling at each other, God, I miss that days. Thank you for that birthday surprise, right before the day change to not my birthday. I remember, I was washing my dresses, you guys knocked the bathroom and when I oppened the door, they you are, singing happy birthday, with cake, then show me a video you guys make all day.. Thank you..I love the video and the song in the video, really really like it. Thank you for being patient with my temper, thank you for accept me the way I am dear Ariza Indarika, Asri Fermana Putri, Diananda, Naomi MCS, Natalia CT, dan Jonathan Krisetya (Jokris,you are the one that make me wanna hug and pull your ear at the same time.haha).

My clumsy girls thank you for coloring my life and make me feel so bleesed and loved. I know how care and how patient you girls are with me. And I honestly can be my self when I am with you girls. Seeing that galery I remember what you girls done for me.I remember after I have been through ‘what a night shift until 6 am’ and when I open up my eyes...Flush I see Ranny Grevanny, come from far just to visit me (who had not been visited by my parent just because they just to busy) what an energy suply dear. An Hour after followed by Rahmi Aulina and then we enjoyed the day. These things are more than enough to get my mood and energy back to 100%. FOR THAT, THANK YOU. Then when my birthday came, you all gave me more than surprise. That day, I got my shift at emergency, when I took my break, got back to the dorm, opened the door, and from behind I heard birthday song from Aristyani Dwi Rahmani, Rahmi Aulina, Herlis Rahdewati with her Mas Aryo-nya. Honestly deeply truly I suprise and more than happy. And for the dress and wishes, I love it!! A week after when we all get together, you girls gave me a bucket of tuberose, my favorite flowers, even some of you said its not smells good, its creepy, you gave it anyway for me, caused you know I like it. I became remind that a year before, you gave me surprise gift “panah-panahan’’. All you gave to me, all response for my action always comfort me, because you always listen to me, you understand me. When I get clumsy, irritating, annoying, you girls will be there,, give me smile or just understanding look. I used to say when one of you asked me, “If it is alright if I did this or that?” I will answer, its okay darla, I take you the way you are, we already “ijab Kabul “ (like married vow). Yes dear, I married to you all..You Are = My Spirit.  So thank you for coming to my live dear Endang Setiowati, Faradina Putriyanti, Aristyani Dwi Rahmani, Fery Ariska Dewi, Sita Nandiasa, Linda Puspita, Herlis Rahdewati, Ranny Grevanny, Rahmi Aulina, Varyzcha Hafiza, Dewi Isroyati.

Awaludin Wibawa dan Kresno Adityowibowo, you two are man that already got my trust beside my father and my brother. Kresno, I’m done falling in love with you but I wont be done to be a friend with you, thank you for your patient, your eyes and hands (caused we always talk in messenger,haha), and your stubborn thing. Bowo, its not rare we have different opinion, but thank you for still understand my choice and be there when I needed, moreover for trusting me to hear you story. Its good to be trusted. We've been friends more than 5 years, I see you change, alhamdulillah to be a better man. I see you as a boy, now I see you little bit as man, haha. You're more responsible now and I'm happy to see that, be a more better better better person okaay..haha.




I write this to remind me that I surrounded by great people who care for me and there’s no reason for me to feel sad 


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sorry if there is miss typing, I'm a typo